Crap :(

I failed. I lasted until about 4pm yesterday. Then I ate. I ate a Hot Pocket (yes, again) this morning with a bowl of Raisin Bran. I got a stationary bike today. I'm going to be on that all day. My best friend (5'8" and 120 pounds) is going to do this with me. I'm 5'9" and 230 pounds (yes, I know it's gross). I was 255 before Christmas so that's good. I won't stop until I weigh 115. It's a good thing I have a friend of the same height and who's my goal weight so I can see what I would look like at my goal. According to this Calorie Calculator, I should be at my goal weight by July 11th this year. I'll add a week or so because I will binge and I will plateau. So let's say July 20th this year. I'm so excited!! My best friend (let's call her H) is going to help me. H is my best friend ever and she would never tell anyone about this. My sister went Ana a couple years ago and she's still skinny (even after a pregnancy). I'm going to wear my sister's (let's call my sister S) semi formal dress next year. It's soooooo cute! I cannot wait until this is all over with! 

<3 ~~~Starve On~~~ <3