Friday, February 7, 2014

About Me

For fear of being found out, I'll always post anonomously. I'm K. I'm 5'9" tall and I weigh 230 pounds. I used to weigh 255 pounds. My low weight is 120 pounds. My high weight is 255.  My Ultimate Goal Weight is 115 pounds. I'm in love with thinspo, fasting, and hunger. I will get to my goal weight. So can you. 




~~~~Starve On~~~~

-K.

Just a Little Note...

Girls! Start commenting on all this stuff! I have no idea is what I'm doing is helping anyone or if anyone even sees it! Tell all your Ana buddies to come check out my blog! The more people that come, the more thinspo/pro ana/weight loss stuff I post!!


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This is true. <3


~~~~Starve On~~~~

Friday Liquid Fast


Only have: water, diet pop, diet tea, sugarfree gum. This does not only apply to Fridays. Do this EVERY day!

You can do this. You will do this. You will love this. You will succeed.


~~~~Starve On~~~~



DO NOT EAT



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Crap :(

I failed. I lasted until about 4pm yesterday. Then I ate. I ate a Hot Pocket (yes, again) this morning with a bowl of Raisin Bran. I got a stationary bike today. I'm going to be on that all day. My best friend (5'8" and 120 pounds) is going to do this with me. I'm 5'9" and 230 pounds (yes, I know it's gross). I was 255 before Christmas so that's good. I won't stop until I weigh 115. It's a good thing I have a friend of the same height and who's my goal weight so I can see what I would look like at my goal. According to this Calorie Calculator, I should be at my goal weight by July 11th this year. I'll add a week or so because I will binge and I will plateau. So let's say July 20th this year. I'm so excited!! My best friend (let's call her H) is going to help me. H is my best friend ever and she would never tell anyone about this. My sister went Ana a couple years ago and she's still skinny (even after a pregnancy). I'm going to wear my sister's (let's call my sister S) semi formal dress next year. It's soooooo cute! I cannot wait until this is all over with! 

<3 ~~~Starve On~~~ <3

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Ana buddy

I need an Ana buddy. E-mail me if you are interested. We can help each other fast, and share tips/tricks!!












Hey, girls!

Ok, so I'm SUPER excited! This is how my week has gone so far:
  • Saturday- Around 5:30, I went to Applebee's with my sister. I had the shrimp and french fries entree. After 7, I didn't eat anything.
  • Sunday- I didn't eat any food at all. I had diet Pepsi and sugarfree gum all day.
  • Monday- Same as Sunday, except I had a gallon of diet cranberry juice (40 cals. total)
  • Tuesday- Same as above.
  • Wednesday- Bad Day. It was all good until noon-ish. I binged and had 3 hot Pockets, half a peanut butter sandwich, and 3-4 granola bars. I purged it all up. Then, about 15 min. later, I had a lot of ground hamburger smothered in ketchup, 2 1/2 nacho cheese taco shells, 3-4 more granola bars, and a bowl of cereal. For dinner, I had 2 more Hot Pockets, and some 2% milk. Gross.
  • Thursday (today)- Haven't at all day. I had two chicken bouillon cubes (10 total cals.) and some diet pepsi. I've had to look up thinspo and pro ana blogs to get me through the morning. After a day of fasting, everything is sooooo much easier. 
So, after looking for a while, I found an awesome calorie calculator. Here's the link:  http://www.losertown.org/eats/cal.php


I hope this comes of use to you guys!
Starve on!!